Hows

how long will i stand
to not care when you hold her hand

how long it will take
not to feel my heart that breaks.

How many seconds I've slipped by
pretending today and always you're still mine

How many hours I've spent on dreaming
of the inhibited,wild love that we're making

How many days I let go past..
Staying on the love that didn't last...

How many months I'll live in fear
To cry in vain, awashed with the tears

How many years will I have go on
To realize you are not there anymore

How would I know to stop trying
When each day I come close to dying...

How many ways should i have to suffer
To live the one happily ever after

How many lifetimes will i have to live
So I'll be returned the love I give...

and How many times will I regret...
To lose the greatest man I've ever met....

I guess it will be for now,
for ever, and always...

/** do i need to say more? from what is written, I guess I will be bitter for the rest of my remaning life... */