wala lang

spiked with fire
cool as ice
trembled in fury
malevolent being
growing from the ashes

anger by gaze
hatred unfazed
until the emotions
gathered and blew
to nothingness

until the eyes are dead
soul had given up
on the possibilities
and just looked

at the horizon
and see blank
empty spaces.

Noticably there

To be truly happy, I cannot
For I live in fear,
of the Irony Gods
I cannot promise myself
Or let myself think
of an eternal bond of peace
Since I am residing in a field of chaos
An internal war of me, myself and my alter ego
who seems to be more than ever welcome
seeping through the cracks and crevices
unseen but noticably there


/** hindi na ako marunong kung paano maging talagang masaya... dahil alam ko may magsisira't magsisira noon..*/